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You're a slave to the system...Working jobs that you hate From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (94 days old)

So I've been extremely busy for the past month or so. Not really had much chance to just chill out and write on here...so I thought now is as good a time as any :) Work seems to be hectic. Not really… more

A Picture Is Worth A Thousand Words From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (139 days old)

So everything's been a bit hectic lately. I've been rushing around finishing things off for college and now I'm just glad to be having a break from it all :yes: Had another driving lesson today...I… more

In the back of my mind I thought "my god!" From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (168 days old)

Today seems to have been a day to re-think a lot of things...The main thing being college. Once again I'm at the point in the year where I need to decide what I want to do next year. Do I go back a… more

Sunny Sunday From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (171 days old)

So today I went to donnington market and Ikea with my brother and his girlfriend :>> Been a lovely day for it! Really hot and sunny...I like :yes: I ended up coming home with 100 tealights, tealight … more

Shop Until You Drop From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (173 days old)

Hey all :) Just got home. Been shopping with my mum. Whoever said money can't buy happiness was telling porkies because frankly I'm a little bit happier now I've brought clothes :)) I think I'm becom… more

My Photography! From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (174 days old)

So instead of posting some pictures from my birthday (looking back they're too embarrassing!) I thought that I would post some photographs that I have taken :>> Hope that you all enjoy them! … more

Miss You, Miss You From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (174 days old)

So I've not been on here for a while...I just checked my last post. It was written 87 days ago. Whoops :)) I don't really tend to think to come on here as much as I used to. I always say that I'll ma… more

The Early Hours Of The Morning Never Felt So Good From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (298 days old)

Just got in... Last night/this morning was good. I now have lovely smooth skin thanks to Amy :yes::D Will probably write more about it later but I'm going to try and get some sleep. Night :)… more

It Kills Me To Know You Get Your Best Sleep Under Hospital Lights From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (304 days old)

So once again I haven't written anything in a while :no: Christmas was good...got a new electric acoustic guitar which I've been pretty much permanently playing since christmas morning :>> New years… more

You're Taking Over Me From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (332 days old)

I've realised that I try too hard to please everyone...Even when they've been a complete arse to me. I think that I'm too nice...Contrary to 'popular' belief. People just seem to take advantage of… more

I'll Be Just Fine, Pretending I'm Not, I'm Far From Lonely And It's All That I've Got From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (345 days old)

So once again I haven't wrote in a while. Not much of a suprise seeing as my life in general isn't that exciting, so there's not exactly much to write about. But it is about time for an 'update' I gu… more

I Have Geekshades =] From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (402 days old)

So I never seem to blog a lot anymore. I guess I should really because then I wouldn't have to do a 'catch-up' of what's been going on since I last wrote something :yes: College is going ok...Well … more

I Will Let You Down From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (454 days old)

I'm not in a happy mood :| I've done completely rubbish in my As Levels :**: I'm really not happy. I have to go tell my parents soon...I know they're going to be disappointed :| I mean last yr in my… more

Penny For Your Thoughts From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (474 days old)

The mother came home last night...Safe to say I actually missed her :) Sounds like they had a really good time on holiday. She brought me a Kurt Cobain wallet as a present! I love it :>> Went Asda… more

You Said We Were An Accident From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (478 days old)

In the past week I've somehow gotten 3 injuries...I don't even know for sure how I got two of them :??: I've sliced open my hand. I was watering my Mutti's plants in the greenhouse for her and the … more

May I say I loved you more From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (485 days old)

So once again I haven't posted for a while so I thought I'd just do a little update :D I think that I've finally sorted out my college courses for next year...But if I do the courses that I want it… more

Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (518 days old)

I haven't blogged in a while so I thought I'd post an update of what's been going on :) Well as of Monday night I have a new positive outlook on life :yes: Something just clicked in my head and I r… more

Paint Me Blue From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (535 days old)

I'm in a very artsy mood again today :yes: Got my art book out and I've been sat here painting and drawing. I love it...It's not very often I get in this mood two days in a row. Makes a nice change :y… more

Baby We Were Making Straight A's From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (540 days old)

I have both of my literature exams tomorrow morning. I'm dreading it :yes: I know that I'm capable of doing it but the thing with me is I never seem to get everything I want to say into the essay with… more

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire? From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (545 days old)

So far this week hasn't been that great. It's just all of the crappy things building up inside my head and one day soon I know I'm going to explode :| I'm going out on saturday with some friends fo… more

You Make This All Go Away? From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (554 days old)

I need to vent...as usual :roll: I hate how when I feel like shit and say something about it to someone, they just make me feel bad. I told my friend that I just don't know what to do anymore becau… more

I'll Be Just Fine Pretending I'm Not From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (560 days old)

Today wasn't so good :no: I don't know how to explain it...It's like I wasn't me but I was watching me (If you understand what I mean by that). It's confusing :-/ It's like someone else was controllin… more

Get Outta My Head From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (561 days old)

I hate myself for feeling like this :| I can't help it...I know I can't because I try so hard to be a happy, hyper person yet it just doesn't work. The thing is I'm not sure why I'm not happy :??: Not… more

Get It, Get It, Get It, You Just Don't Get It From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (564 days old)

Last night was amazing :yes: MSI played such a great set. Met them all afterwards which made my year to be honest :>> They signed my ticket and took photos with me (none of which turned out any good b… more

I Sold My Soul To Get Here, How About You? From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (566 days old)

Went to see Forgetting Sarah Marshall today. I thought it was really funny...and the fact that Russell Brand was in it just made it all the more amazing :)) Brought some magenta hair dye...going to… more

Apologies Are Never Good Enough From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (574 days old)

I'm sorry that I'm never there for you I'm sorry that I get so paranoid I'm sorry for constantly having this guilty feeling I'm sorry that I'm never going to be good enough I'm sorry that I ha… more

Pull The Trigger And The Nightmare Stops From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (575 days old)

Writers block again :| I have a few ideas for songs and I need to get stuff out of my head and into lyrics but whenever I try it just comes out as mindless sentences. I haven't wrote anything in a whi… more

Music Thing From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (577 days old)

Directions: 1.) Put your music player on shuffle. 2.) Press forward for each question. 3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question. 4.) NO CHEATING! Or you're no fun. 01) How am I feel… more

I'm On The Outside From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (578 days old)

But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you … more

I Hurt Myself Today, To See If I Still Feel From charlie-em in Thoughts Of An Insomniac (580 days old)

I think that I need to go to a doctor or something :-/ It's not normal to get this angry over stupid little things. She only spoke to me and it got me stressed...Actually made me feel like clawing at … more